I've found my enjoyment with blogging.

I found the perfect layout. Not only do I love reading and books and the smell of books. But I think they represent something. How we have things on the shelf we need to read and deal with. Not books, per say (although I'm sure we all have books that have been sitting on a shelf for a long time!), but our problems that need dealing with. If you don't take them down, read them, and understand them, you can't deal with them. I've found myself in that place right now. Being faced dealing with a lot of crap that's been weighing me down. I've recognized them and read them... but what if you don't understand the book? Or don't want to finish it? That's life. "I am like a book; with pages that have stuck together for want of use; my mind needs unpacking and the truths stored within me must be turned over from time to time, to be ready when occasion demands." -Seneca. Thinking is dangerous business sometimes.